Still not happy. being an adult and having to be submitted to such nonsense still annoys me. I cleared my head a bit, and deleted the old post out of a bit of a mix of shame and respect for keeping things civil. yes, annoyed I was. I still wish to continue my study of art and progress my own art. even if I must donate 5 bucks in a bad time lol.. I just adore art and the study time I had put in.. hate to drop out of keeping support and eyes on productions that do appeal of an artist's mind. after all.. one must expand their tastes to create new visions.. sadly I can only donate once.. hopefully I can be verified and support the other artists by other means. favs, ratings, comments, and recommending things. it's the least I can do for the people who inspire and bring new ideas to an germ who is currently in an massive art block.

But I admit not anything more than being a dunce myself. expansion of one's own mind and personality, provided by growth over many years. yet still the stubborn fight persists. never the less.. ignore this. the ravings of an art obsessed madman might not be too productive. hahaha.